Trying to find the energy

I'm totally being a procrastinator today. I haven't gone to the gym for like 3 weeks because of my anxiety. I'm feeling better today, I think the worst is over. I'm still not into the school mood yet. We're almost in week two. Uhhhh..... it feels like it's dragging. I'm putting off doing my math homework. I haven't updated my YouTube blog. I got a couple views, but no comments. Do I have to be stick thin and have big boobs and be brainless to get views? I guess so. That's really sad. To those of you who are still reading, thank you. If you could comment or check off a box in reaction to my blog, that would help a lot. Sometimes I feel like I'm writing to myself. Anyway ttyl :)